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Marc Koralnik
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English

PRETTY BABY

Chris Belcher

A queer teen rebel escapes small-town Appalachia and becomes Los Angeles's Renowned Lesbian Dominatrix in this searing and darkly funny memoir that upends our understanding of sexuality, class, and power.
From an early age, Belcher appeared destined for a life of conventional femininity. At all of eight months old, she took first place in an infant beauty contest, a minor glory that tends to follow you around a working-class town of 1,600 people in rural Appalachia. As a high school freshman, she goes along with what's expected of her: joining the cheerleaders and winning over the boys. Girls who cater to male desire are admired. But admiration is fleeting, double standards are enraging, and Belcher is restless for a chance to act on her own desires. When she falls in love with another girl and shares the secret of her queerness, the conservative community that had once celebrated its prettiest baby swiftly turns on her.

A decade later and two thousand miles away, living in Los Angeles and trying to stay afloat in the early years of a PhD program, Belcher plunges into the work of a pro-domme. Branding herself as LA's Renowned Lesbian Dominatrix, she specializes in male clients who want a woman to make them feel worthless, shameful, and weak—all the abuse regularly heaped upon women for free. A queer woman whom men can trust with the unorthodox side of their sexualities, Belcher is paid to be the keeper of the fantasies that they can't enact in their everyday relationships. But moonlighting as a sex worker also carries risks, like the not-so-submissive who tries to turn the tables and the jealous client who seeks revenge through blackmail. Belcher refuses to feel shame about the work she does, but fear that her doctorate program won't approve—even in the field of gender and sexuality studies—burdens her with a double life. Pretty Baby is her second coming out.

As Lisa Taddeo's New York Times bestseller THREE WOMEN gave us a revelatory look inside female desire, this sharp and discerning memoir dissects male desire—its harm, its greed, and its secrets—and examines how queerness could hold the answers to subverting it.

Chris Belcher is a writer, professor, and former sex worker. She completed a PhD in English at the University of Southern California, where she now teaches Gender and Sexuality Studies and in the Writing Program. Under her working name, Natalie West, she edited the acclaimed anthology We Too: Essays on Sex Work and Survival. Born and raised in West Virginia, she now lives in Los Angeles with her partner and two orange cats.
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Published 2022-07-01 by Avid Reader Press

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“Pretty Baby is a muscular, canny memoir about labor and power and gender; it shimmers with rage and insight and I couldn't put it down. What a fucking gorgeous book.”

“Pretty Baby is an unflinching, layered exploration of sexuality, queerness, and power that isn't afraid of gray areas or contradictions, honest in its blurred lines as it moves between realms: between a rural blue-collar upbringing and academia, between academia and sex work, between sex work and sex.”

“Chris Belcher's entertaining debut recounts how a West Virginia adolescent who read Foucault and Derrida went on to become ‘L.A.'s renowned lesbian dominatrix.' Her work is as much about money and financial precarity as it is about sex and sexuality” —The New York Times Book Review

“[Chris Belcher] balances the raw and shocking . . . with incisive takes on the economics of sex work . . . and the freedom she found in it. The result is an illuminating personal look at the power and politics of sex.”

“Compelling, thought-provoking, and wonderfully written, Chris Belcher's Pretty Baby is a revelatory examination of queerness and sex work. I couldn't put it down; I read it in one sitting without even intending to. Every page is gorgeous, every page a reckoning.”

“Refreshingly bold, boundary-breaking. . . . A provocatively lucid, impressively rendered memoir.”

“Count me among Chris Belcher's forever fans. Pretty Baby is a taut and intelligent story of defining one's selfhood and relationship ideals while toggling between the seemingly disparate worlds of sex work and academia, which are (of course) more similar than many would think. It is also an engrossing queer bildungsroman whose nervy, sympathetic protagonist had my heart from page one.”

“Chris Belcher's Pretty Baby reminds me why I fell in love with memoirs in the first place. Sentence by knife-sharpened sentence, the personal history she examines makes space for both the ferocity of her past selves and the resonance of who she is now. With wit, seductive candor and a willingness to question the very answers she used to swear by, Belcher doesn't just hand us her story; she demands that we interrogate ourselves in the process.”

“Captivating . . . Belcher's pen is at once graceful and scathing as it prods the complexities of desire—the ever-present dangers of straight maleness, the sometimes complicated haven of female queerness.”