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LEAVING THE WITNESS

Amber Scorah

Exiting a Religion and Finding a Life

A riveting memoir of losing faith and finding freedom while a covert missionary in one of the world's most restrictive countries.
A third-generation Jehovah's Witness, Amber Scorah had devoted her life to sounding God's warning of impending Armageddon. She volunteered to take the message to China, where the preaching she did was illegal and could result in her expulsion or worse. Here, she had some distance from her community for the first time. Immersion in a foreign language and culture--and a whole new way of thinking--turned her world upside down, and eventually led her to lose all that she had been sure was true.

As a proselytizer in Shanghai, using fake names and secret codes to evade the authorities' notice, Scorah discreetly looked for targets in public parks and stores. To support herself, she found work at a Chinese language learning podcast, hiding her real purpose from her coworkers. Now with a creative outlet, getting to know worldly people for the first time, she began to understand that there were other ways of seeing the world and living a fulfilling life. When one of these relationships became an "escape hatch," Scorah's loss of faith culminated in her own personal apocalypse, the only kind of ending possible for a Jehovah's Witness.

Shunned by family and friends as an apostate, Scorah was alone in Shanghai and thrown into a world she had only known from the periphery--with no education or support system. A coming of age story of a woman already in her thirties, this unforgettable memoir examines what it's like to start one's life over again with an entirely new identity. It follows Scorah to New York City, where a personal tragedy forces her to look for new ways to find meaning in the absence of religion. With compelling, spare prose, Leaving the Witness traces the bittersweet process of starting over, when everything one's life was built around is gone.

Amber Scorah is a writer living in Brooklyn, NY. She works as an editor at Scholastic and her articles have been published in The New York Times, and The Believer. Prior to coming to New York, Scorah lived in Shanghai, where she was creator and host of the wildly popular podcast Dear Amber - The Insider's Guide to Everything China. This is her first book.
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Published 2019-06-04 by Viking

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Published 2019-06-04 by Viking

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Scorah's memoir is about a woman's voice. How she can use that voice to spread a doctrine. How she can reject that doctrine and speak her own beliefs. How she can use that voice to create art, and through that art, process the vicissitudes of her life. This book is perceptive, empathic, fraught, honest and heartbreaking. It is like nothing else you've ever read.

Walking Away from Religion Made the Loss of Her Baby Boy Even More Devastating: ... Religion: It can provide you with comfort after losing a loved one. or it can make the process even more devastating. I'm grateful that Scorah is able to share her story since it will undoubtedly help others who find themselves in the worst moment of their lives. Read more...

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Amber's 6/2 New York Times / Sunday Review essay, "Surviving the Death of My Son After the Death of My Faith," posted Friday 5/31, and has 593 comments. Read more...

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Terry Gross's interview with Amber on Fresh Air Read more...

Q&A with Amber Scorah Read more...

Scorah provides a rare glimpse into the insular world of the Jehovah's Witnesses, and her accounts of expat life and leaving her faith should give this candid memoir wide appeal. Read more...

An intriguing read about a mysterious religion. Read more...

"If Any Of My Old Friends Out There Are Reading This, It Is Okay Out Here" - Amber Scorah talks about committing the one unforgiveable sin: believing, then not believing. Read more...

Leaving the Witness is the fascinating and moving story of a woman finding her true place in the world, away from the strict requirements of her family and her religion. Amber Scorah navigates her escape with courage, clarity, and humor. She is a strikingly beautiful writer with the unique perspective and fresh sight that can only belong to an outsider.

Scorah's article in The Believer that inspired this book generated more hits and more letters to the editor than any other piece published by the magazine. Read more...

Morning Edition / NPR, interview with Rachel Martin Read more...

Fully engrossing. Readers will walk away with a keen understanding of this secretive religion. Read more...

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article: Inside The Lost Jehovah's Witnesses Tunnels Under Brooklyn Heights; includes a comment from author Read more...

35 Great Books to Read this Summer: "...Scorah's account of this time is compelling and lucid; she offers a fascinating glimpse into the consciousness of being an outsider in every possible way, and what it takes to find your path into the life you'd like to lead." Read more...

LEAVING THE WITNESS was chosen as one of Book Riot's 50 OF THE BEST BOOKS TO READ THIS SUMMER: Read more...

Amber Scorah's perfectly paced and sharply-written memoir opened my eyes to inner and outer worlds I'd placed in my periphery. Scorah's gift is this wide-openness. She shares her guts, her intelligent doubt, her pain, and forgives and allows it in her reader. Her questions are answers. This is a book for the fearful and the brave.

Scorah's book, the bravery of which cannot be overstated, is an earnest one, fueled by a plucky humor and a can-do spirit that endears. Her tale, though an exploration of extremity, is highly readable and warm..She teaches us how integrity is determined not by assenting to the juvenile claims of fundamentalism, but by enduring the universe as we find it breathtaking in its ecstasies and vicious in its losses without recourse to a God. Given the enormity of her grief and the wholesale collapse of her previous belief system, the intellectual integrity that Scorah displays is nothing short of a miracle.