I LOVE JESUS, BUT I WANT TO DIE

Christians who struggle with severe depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts know the intense shame that comes with the darkness and the fear of opening up. While the Church often counsels those struggling to read their Bible more and pray, and to "choose joy" because "good Christians aren't depressed," countless Christians battle severe, crippling mental health issues that aren't so easily erased.
I LOVE JESUS, BUT I WANT TO DIE breaks open the conversation about severe depression and mental illness. It bravely bares the depths of pain with proven tactics and resources for help and healing, giving readers confidence that they are not alone in their suffering, and the conviction that they are worth whatever it takes to get well and fight for wholeness.
Beautifully written from a fellow sufferer, I LOVE JESUS, BUT I WANT TO DIE leads readers on a journey toward something they thought impossible: a rich vibrant life in Christ, in spite of severe depression and suicidal thoughts.

Sarah Robinson is a speaker and writer who shares stories about faith, mental health, and cultivating joy. Over the past decade she has worked in youth ministry, directed a nonprofit that mentored more than a thousand youth pastors, and is currently working with suicidal young women in a residential facility. Sarah spends her days in Nashville with a man she adores, baring her soul for thousands of readers who need to know they can struggle and still have rich and beautiful lives in Christ. She's obsessed with lavender coffee and fills her spare time with as many DIY projects as possible.