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This is a book very much in the vein of 50 SHADES, but it hasn't previously been self-published.

All Madeline Stone wants is to heal from the ghosts of her past. Then enigmatic casino owner Alex Fraser buys her a glass of seventy-five year old wine, and her world turns upside down. Try as she might to banish him from her thoughts, he keeps appearing—and what he offers her appeals to every last piece of her soul.
Alex does not date—at least, not in the traditional sense. Still, he wants Madeline, and the way in which he wants her offers an escape from the mental pain and a way to deal with her guilt and grief. They embark upon an intense erotic affair that tumbles down around their ears when secrets are not revealed and old jealousies rise to the surface.
Can their relationship survive the evil of others, and more importantly, the poison infecting Madeline’s heart? And if they do, can they ever trust one another again?