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BLINDFOLD

Theo Padnos

A Memoir of Capture, Torture, and Enlightenment

An award-winning journalist's searing, extraordinary account of being kidnapped and tortured in Syria by al Qaeda for two years—a revelatory memoir about war, human nature, and endurance.

In 2012, American journalist Theo Padnos, fluent in Arabic, Russian, German, and French, traveled to a Turkish border town to write and report on the Syrian civil war. One afternoon in October, while walking through an olive grove, he met three young Syrians—who turned out to be al Qaeda operatives. They captured him and kept him prisoner for nearly two years. On his first day, in the first of many prisons, Padnos was given a blindfold—a grime-stained scrap of fabric—that was his only possession throughout his horrific ordeal.

Now, in Blindfold, Padnos recounts his time in captivity in Syria, where he was frequently tortured at the hands of the al Qaeda affiliate, Jebhat al Nusra. We learn not only about Padnos's harrowing experience, but we also get a firsthand account of life in a Syrian village, the nature of Islamic prisons, how captors interrogate someone suspected of being CIA, the ways that Islamic fighters shift identities and drift back and forth through the veil of Western civilization, and much more.

No other journalist has lived among terrorists for as long as Theo has—and survived. As a resident of thirteen separate prisons in every part of rebel-occupied Syria, Theo witnessed a society adrift amid a steady stream of bombings, executions, torture, prayer, fasting, and exhibitions, all staged by the terrorists. Living within this tide of violence changed not only his personal identity but also profoundly altered his understanding of how to live.

Offering fascinating, unprecedented insight into the state of Syria today, Blindfold is an astonishing portrait of courage that combines the emotional power of a captive's memoir with a journalist's account of a culture and a nation in conflict that is as urgent and important as ever.

Theo Padnos (aka Peter Theo Curtis) is an American journalist. He has written for the New Republic, Rolling Stone, New York Times Magazine, and the London Review of Books. His first book, My Life Had Stood a Loaded Gun, about teaching poetry to young killers in a Vermont prison, was published by Talk/Miramax (2004). He has a bachelor's degree from Middlebury College and a PhD in comparative literature from the University of Massachusetts, Amherst.
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Published 2021-01-01 by Scribner

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"My Captivity," New York Times Magazine(Oct. 29, 2014) Read more...

Islamist Terrorism Is Not Done With Us, Warns Former al Qaeda Hostage Theo Padnos -- Time Magazine Read more...

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[... ]Like many hostage memoirs, "Blindfold”"lays bare the human condition at its extremes. There is depravity and resilience, rage and revelation, and, ultimately, a triumph of the human spirit. Padnos, however, takes the journey a step further, using his fluent Arabic to engage with his captors, probing their motives and prejudices, not to mention the psychology of a wartime community that appears to be in thrall to a fundamentalist ideology -- The New York Times. Read more...

Lawrence Wright on Theo Padnos. (2015) Read more...

[I]mmediate and a solid warning to enterprise journalists to give dangerous subjects plenty of distance. --Kirkus Reviews Harrowing. --Library Journal Harrowing and absorbing Padnos' exquisitely painful accounts of his torture, and the tortures and deaths of his fellow inmates, both horrify and provoke a strange hope that it can't get any worse ...With emotional clarity, Padnos endows his captors with humanity, casting them as people struggling to survive in a world turned upside down, just as he is. -- BookPage Although this is a book about captivity, suffering and savagery, it is also deeply moving, with shafts of enlightenment on every page. As a testament to the noblest qualities of the human spirit, it is thrilling. -- Lawrence Wright, author of The Looming Tower: Al-Qaeda and the Road to 9/11 Theo Padnos was held, isolated, and tortured for almost two years by the al Qaeda affiliate in Syria. It would be hard for such a dramatic account to disappoint, and it doesn't. But Padnos's book is so much more. We see a narrator who is deeply human, vulnerable, and compelling. His thoughts are enough like our own that we easily imagine ourselves there, held captive by Islamists. His writing is rich and thoughtful and emotionally revelatory. This is a brilliant book. -- David Bradley, chairman, Atlantic Media

There is depravity and resilience, rage and revelation, and, ultimately, a triumph of the human spirit. Padnos, however, takes the journey a step further, using his fluent Arabic to engage with his captors, probing their motives and prejudices, not to mention the psychology of a wartime community that appears to be in thrall to a fundamentalist ideology. -- Declan Walsh Read more...

Interview with the author in The I. Read more...